Today is the worst day of every year and will be for rest of my life bcuz its the day you were taken from us, i miss you so so much words cant describe, things have happened down here which i have regreted and i have told myself now i will do my best for you as u were not able to live ur life properly starting with my promotion :). i love you so so much and will never forget the times we shared going to dogs home, bath park, watchin u play golf in the garden it is all stuck in my head forever and i will never forget it. i will always love and miss you to the end of the world and back, best brother anyone could have asked for and not only that but an amazing lil boy aswell brightening so man peoples lifes and bringin so many people togeather, although i cant see or hear u any more u r alwasy in my dreams and will forever be xxxxx R.I.P RYAN JAY JOHNSON love yuo forever..